Thursday, July 31, 2008

smile

Smile……


Now, I feel very happy because finally I can finish my first album Smile. This album has 10 songs and all the songs I write with myself. Beside that, all the songs have the story and it all about me. It story about me, my hopes and my future. It is not easy for me to create the songs, title and the design cover album. I feel very happy because it gives me experience and moral values to me to learn.

Beside that, it also teaches me how to control my emotion when I want finish my album. It teaches what I have to do what I have to do when I was angry, sad, and happy. The first song that I write is Always Smile. It story about me that I always smile and sometimes I smile alone. When I sad I always smile. When I angry I always smile….and when I happy I always smile. Smile like motivate me to control myself and it is very easy for me to do.

The second song is delicious foods. It story about me that I love cooking and I love it very much. Cooking is the first step that I took to dare myself when I was shamed with my friends. A few last years, I very hate to cook and when my mother wants I cook, I crying because I don’t like but, when my friend think I don’t know cooking because I have sisters, they are wrong and now I can improve that I know cooking.

The third song is crying. I write this song and names it is crying because I am an easy person to crying. I’m crying when my friends angry at me. I’m crying when I heard the people say something bad about my family. I’m also crying when I sick and for easy word I am sensitive person.

The fourth song is novels. It tells about me that I like reading novels a lot. For me, it can give me moral values. Beside that, I like it because when I reading I always feel that I am the actor in the novels. I also can read the 3 novels in a day.

The fifth song is Art. Art is very synonym with me because I like drawing and I always drawing when I bored. It can say that I always drawing everyday. I can draw everything but it always looks like cartoon not like reality. Beside that, sometime I like design clothes and I will draw it. Sometimes I think I should be a designer but it is only dream for me.

The sixth song is Daughter. Daughter is song that I love very much because it is a hope that I want to be a good daughter. I want my mother proud with me and I want give my mother a good life and always make her happy.

The seventh song is Wife. Everyone hopes they are become a good wife for their husband. I’m also too. It is my second dream when I was form 3 after to be a good daughter for my mother. For me to be a good wife is not very easy. Its need our scarify to live in harmony life as a family

The eighth song is mother. It shows that I love children very much. When I become a mother I want care my children with myself. If I need become a housewife I will do it. I want they know I can be their mother and their friend. Just it is.

Together Again is my song that story about my dream and my hope. I come from a large family and now all my siblings have a life to make their future become a true. Now we don’t live under one roof. That because I want my family be together again and always together even we doesn’t celebrate something.

My last song is Use Your Mind Not Your Heart. It touches about my feeling. If I want to do something I must thinking first, not just take easy and just want enjoy. I also must think the benefits and the effects. It also shows the action that I take is seriously.

experience

Experience

Now…. I feel very happy because finally I can finish my work that I have to do is create the songs and cover album. My names album is Smile. After finish this, I must promote my album at all my friends in the class. When I know it, I just can say “oh my god….” it is because I think it is not easy for me to do. When I do it, ha-ha…..I felt nervous and suddenly I not remember what I have to say. I think my mind that time is zero. I know I must try to make me be very confident but it is not easy for me. It is because I always practice in front of the mirror before I promote at all my friends and it does not help me because I still feel nervous, shy and not confident with myself. When I promote, I always do with my best even it is happen with not perfect. I also think did I speak in English very well or not, did I speak loudly or not and did my friends understand what I say. Even like that, I always think a positive because it will help me in my future and I must do it systematically to make me be confident and not shy and of course, to make my English is good. I always see my best friend when I promote my album because it will help me to control myself and make me be confident even it is only little of confident. Finally, I want to thank at my lecture because want to teach me when I promote the album and teach me in the class, also give me an experience to create this album.